It seems since nothing tragic or odd is going on that I should be okay.
But damned if I don't still feel low. On my happiness scale I am about a 3. Not
depressed, but still not hunky dorey. I did however go up a size in my ears.
I was selling a pair of 1/2" bone and horn, and since no one wanted to buy them
I am putting them to good use. :)
Wanna see????????????
Okay here ya go.



I had 2nd holes that I had up to 6g, but I just decided that I didn't like the
way my ear looked too crowded. So they left. I did get my lip pierced, and it looked
awesome, but I had to take it out because it didn't feel right, and everything I did
made it hurt. When I smoked, ate, talked, kissed, breathed, it hurt like a mf-er.
So yeah, its gone, and I miss it, but maybe I can do it again. You can still see
the little mark under my lip where it used to be. :)
Work is okay, I mean my job sucks, and I hate it, but I finally have people who can
talk to me, and actually hold converstations with. :)
Okay maybe I am totally fucked in the head, all this good stuff is going, and I can't
even get really happy about it. Time to take a Zoloft, and maybe have a nap.
HUGS to Tragedy to replied when I was really low, I know it didn't seem like
it, but you kept me from going over the edge. :0)
Hugs to everyone who reads this and gives a damn. :)
Until next update............beam me up scotty.

mood: exanimate tags: and silence is good......:), no music today........just silence